posters feel exactly the same way about you for doing that...

I don't know why you don't seem to understand just HOW IMPORTANT a person's job is to them...?? that is how they feed and take care of their families... that is how they LIVE... Jeopardize that and you've hit them below the belt in a way that can haunt their entire future because being let go for such WILL be part of their past forever and, depending on how huge the explosion is, can destroy their chances of getting a good job again...

You've never had to work for or earn a single dime in your entire life... So, it's no wonder that you don't get it... But it's still NO EXCUSE for threatening someone... and EVERYONE who sees it will be wary of you from now on because you actually DON'T get it and are NOT sorry at all for it... In fact, you're trying to blame everyone else now for having a problem with it and are blaming SES for provoking you to your madness...

Sorry doll, but it's all on your shoulders right now... YOU handle it... but the sooner you realize just HOW BAD what you did was, the sooner you'll be on the right track to trying to fix it... if it even can be fixed... Don't count on it...