and I really do WANT to believe it... However, I've seen you brag about doing exactly that to someone in Australia or somewhere like that whom you had a similar battle with... You bragged about it a few times on Uru's board and I told you then how upsetting I found that sort of thing... You didn't hear what folks were thinking then because you bragged about it proudly...

so, was that a lie? or is this a lie?

Personally, I am willing to just let it all go, for MY part as I don't speak for others, if it IS actually just a bunch of dramatic bluster... seriously... But if it's not, and the previous episode is not a lie but the truth, well, what do you expect? that someone could believe that you WOULDN'T really do it when you already did do it to someone else??

I hope you'll believe me that I WASN'T trying to cause more conflict... I just could NOT remain silent anymore believing you'd REALLY do such a thing...