However your name is not your name, but a made up nick it is , and by the looks of it ; it is a name to make up for some short of shortcomings in the lack of , or rather the absents of something lacking in the intimacy department .

Let me enplane it this way, instead of having a HeavyHemi , you deem to be more of the type of a sick Vega, a Gremlin of perhaps a ford pinto.