it is my thoughts exactly but i think about my children who need me thou i can't be very helpful for them. I lost my mom when i was 24 yo and i don't want my kids have same experience but i know how useless my life is and some days i'd like to disappear to stop everything.
I totally understand, sometimes I tell my husband I don't want to do this any more, I want to quit. Then I start looking at the good things in my life, I stop searching for the Thing that might cure... more
Well, thanks so much for all of the supportive messages! My mother committed suicide, so maybe I feel it is more "acceptable" than others would... However, I went to the doctor yesterday and talked... more
You do have a lot on your plate right now. I take Wellbutrin and have been less depressed or stressed since I started it. I began it at first to quit smoking but found it helped me not worry so much. ... more
I do not understand how people get by without constant/consistent assistance. I cannot have untrained people assist me because I am complex care... My neighbors are having such issues of their own it ... more