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Marilyn Bachmann
Re: EU decides vaccines are dangerous
Fri Jun 23, 2017 14:47

I did not have the physical ability or the bravery to try this when I was younger I might've been impromptu enough to try this out, but such experiences are now going to be for others. I do think death is not the finish line…

I am listening to my fourr hour interview, and I will try to make it through the rest of the interview today has only got through two hours, and because I did not want to censor myself, I said things like my brothers were bullies when I was young (I was number 5/youngest for many years and got shoved around a lot), but I don't know that they will be unaffected by such statements. It is a bit blunt, and I don't want to leave guilt behind.

I have no idea when this palliative bed will become available, but am seeing the team of people on Monday that would be doing the medical aid in dying. And I do not expect to leave the palliative bed. To stay at home I have to basically shut up, as my husband is no longer interested in talking to me about anything. Everything I say is a trigger, and then he says, that's why we don't talk. Typical marriage breakdown. It's been broken down a while, I've just been unwilling to state facts, because I know it means my death. But I cannot live in a prison. So I will be going into palliative care as my GP suggests, take a month to get yourself in whatever spiritual shape you need to get into, but my GP is also very aware that I don't have options…

This disease is a destroyer. But we all know that…


  • EU decides vaccines are dangerous Marilyn Bachmann, Wed Jun 21 14:52
    https://www.rt.com/news/393492-eu-court-vaccinations-ruling/ The truth will always come out…
    • Re: EU decides vaccines are dangerous Marilyn Bachmann, Fri Jun 23 14:47
      • Sympathise! Cathy S, Sat Jun 24 15:13
        Marilyn, I wish I could say something to mitigate your unfortunate predicament, but as I am in an even worse situation, all I can do is sympathise with you. As I have already said, I am in a nursing... more
        • Re: Sympathise! Marilyn Bachmann, Mon Jun 26 16:29
          Well, watching the cuts in Medicaid in the United States is simply a foreboding of what will happen in Canada. I've been predicting this and the illegal "asylum-seekers", many have already have jobs… ... more
          • Sympathise! Cathy S, Thu Jun 29 15:11
            Marilyn, I am sorry to hear that you have decided to exit this life. In one respect, I can’t blame you for wanting out! -I know better than anybody what it feels like to be at the end of ones journey ... more
            • Re: Sympathise! Marilyn Bachmann, Thu Jun 29 16:16
              I am not going to give up so easily, I find this whole situation to be totally unfair and I have decided to make a new family. I was on the conference call last night, and I think there's a number of ... more
          • Oh my goodness JoyeF, Thu Jun 29 12:24
            I didn't have any idea that things were so bad between you and your husband. I did notice that you have not talked about him in your postings for quite some time. You have every right to be... more
            • Re: Oh my goodness Marilyn Bachmann, Thu Jun 29 16:21
              42 years, but you are right. I never talk about it, it has been very depressing to watch the increase in hostility, and I have to get out. Think goodness the Canadian healthcare system will remove me ... more
              • Re: Oh my goodness Marilyn Bachmann, Sun Jul 2 18:45
                I have no idea whether I can manage any of this, especially feeling unmoored… I have no idea what people experience living with severely disabled wives, but I know it must not be what anyone would... more
                • ditto... Cathy S, Mon Jul 3 08:45
                  Marilyn, I can understand how you feel. I too have learned to keep my mouth shut! People just don’t want to understand or even to sincerely know how you are feeling, oh, sometimes they will make an... more
                  • Re: ditto... Marilyn Bachmann, Mon Jul 3 16:29
                    The Way Things Are Going, they're gonna crucify me… I personally think that this crazy idea this less crazy all the time… Real estate in Ocean Shores so much cheaper than in this area, the living... more
                    • Your new life! Cathy S, Tue Jul 4 10:49
                      Marilyn, They are already making a fairly good job at Crucifying me here! -and then they have the cheek to tell me this it’s all for my own good! If only they would leave me alone! I do hope that you ... more
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