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Marilyn Bachmann
Re: Sympathise!
Mon Jun 26, 2017 16:29
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Well, watching the cuts in Medicaid in the United States is simply a foreboding of what will happen in Canada. I've been predicting this and the illegal "asylum-seekers", many have already have jobs… Is now 24,000 waiting to be processed.

Canadians are ...ed, and I will be one of the first to demonstrate just how ...ed up, it is. My husband has basically bailed, and if I try to remain in this house, I will be bullied and bullied until I am nothing but bones.

Do I sound bitter? Yes. I put 100% of everything into this marriage, I can't believe how stupid I have been, not seeing the selfishness//indifference to my predicament. Can you say not give a damn? I am meeting with the doctor at 4 PM, but I will be much more truthful now, that my supposed love of my life is continually trying to push me into depression/suicide. The disabled are screwed. I hate to be so blunt, but there are no residential beds, nothing available beyond what you already have. I feel like a fly, with the spider weaving his web. How did this happen? I am in psychic shock, finding out that no, this person would rather I died. So what to do? There really are no options, beyond going into palliative… I'm not even sure if they Wi-Fi. Life that ends tragically.

  • Sympathise! Cathy S, Sat Jun 24 15:13
    Marilyn, I wish I could say something to mitigate your unfortunate predicament, but as I am in an even worse situation, all I can do is sympathise with you. As I have already said, I am in a nursing... more
    • Re: Sympathise! Marilyn Bachmann, Mon Jun 26 16:29
      • Sympathise! Cathy S, Thu Jun 29 15:11
        Marilyn, I am sorry to hear that you have decided to exit this life. In one respect, I can’t blame you for wanting out! -I know better than anybody what it feels like to be at the end of ones journey ... more
        • Re: Sympathise! Marilyn Bachmann, Thu Jun 29 16:16
          I am not going to give up so easily, I find this whole situation to be totally unfair and I have decided to make a new family. I was on the conference call last night, and I think there's a number of ... more
      • Oh my goodness JoyeF, Thu Jun 29 12:24
        I didn't have any idea that things were so bad between you and your husband. I did notice that you have not talked about him in your postings for quite some time. You have every right to be... more
        • Re: Oh my goodness Marilyn Bachmann, Thu Jun 29 16:21
          42 years, but you are right. I never talk about it, it has been very depressing to watch the increase in hostility, and I have to get out. Think goodness the Canadian healthcare system will remove me ... more
          • Re: Oh my goodness Marilyn Bachmann, Sun Jul 2 18:45
            I have no idea whether I can manage any of this, especially feeling unmoored… I have no idea what people experience living with severely disabled wives, but I know it must not be what anyone would... more
            • ditto... Cathy S, Mon Jul 3 08:45
              Marilyn, I can understand how you feel. I too have learned to keep my mouth shut! People just don’t want to understand or even to sincerely know how you are feeling, oh, sometimes they will make an... more
              • Re: ditto... Marilyn Bachmann, Mon Jul 3 16:29
                The Way Things Are Going, they're gonna crucify me… I personally think that this crazy idea this less crazy all the time… Real estate in Ocean Shores so much cheaper than in this area, the living... more
                • Your new life! Cathy S, Tue Jul 4 10:49
                  Marilyn, They are already making a fairly good job at Crucifying me here! -and then they have the cheek to tell me this it’s all for my own good! If only they would leave me alone! I do hope that you ... more
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