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Christine
Thank you
Mon Feb 13, 2012 18:12

Thank you so much Clovia, Anne and Gerda it was good to get your messages I actually got a little emotional on the bus this morning reading them on my way to work- I have a good support system at home but as I found this site 10yrs ago when i was looking for people who 'just understood' I know that even if you have that support from friends and family I found it more comforting to talk to people who really knew what I was going through-
I agree with you Clovia, the fear of the unknown just doesn't go away even if I've done this before, I try really hard to keep busy until I go into the hospital and I try to be in good spirits around others so they don't worry but when I'm alone I find myself sad, crying and wondering if i won't get as lucky twice this time around knowing i can wake up possibly paralyzed. I have been waking up in the middle of the night from anxiety and crying when I walk in from work at night. My NS mentioned possibly having to get the Gammaknife later this year because he's not sure he can get it all out ...I don't have kids yet so having to get radiation has been on my mind too, not sure if that means I won't have that option in my life to have a child. Sorry I'm rambling but I found this out last month and haven't had a chance to really talk about it much with anyone.

Thanks again for your messages it means a lot to me right now.

Christine

  • ChristineClovia in NYC, Mon Feb 13 05:12
    Hi Christine. I'll do more than cross fingers for you. I'll say prayers for you, send positive energy through cyber space, and just simply wish you well. Will mark my calendar and say a prayer for... more
    • ChristineAnne breen, Sun Feb 19 14:40
      ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Dear Christine,)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Thanks for reading my long rambling words and sharing your current fears with us. We do know what it is... more
      • Thanks again AnneChristine, Sun Feb 19 16:09
        Yes I agree Anne, if this doesnt kill me it will definitely continue to make me stronger ....and God willing ...a better person- and I can say at the very least it does put things in perspective when ... more
    • Thank you — Christine, Mon Feb 13 18:12
      • My Dear MeningimatesAnne Breen, Thu Feb 16 10:48
        In this group we do not need to apologize for getting emotional after any personal loss, new diagnosis or bad news like a recurrence because we know it means at least we are still FULLY ALIVE and... more
        • Cushing's Diseasedanajoan, Fri Mar 9 11:43
          Hi Anne: What is your email again? I want to send you an article on Cushing's Syndrome and talk to you about it. Thanks! Love, Dana
        • AnneChristine, Fri Feb 17 21:26
          Hi Anne I just got a chance to respond about your message and it honestly made me feel somewhat human again. I've had good days and bad days but overall the people that know and love me are not used... more
          • CHRISTINEGERDA, Sun Feb 19 02:26
            DEAR CHRIS, THIS MESSAGE WAS NOT FOR ME, BUT I FEEL I WANT TO WRITE YOU A SHORT NOTE, I KNOW HOW YOU MUST FEEL STRESSED ABOUT THE SURGERY, WHO WOULDNT? PUT YOURSELF IN OUR ALMIGHTY GODS HANDS, AND... more
            • GerdaChristine, Tue Feb 21 19:35
              Thank you so much. Yes Dr Sisti has been wonderful so I trust him again with my life- he was pretty firm when he told me he would only do what's safe and to preserve my quality of life so if that... more
              • CHRISTINEGERDA, Wed Feb 22 01:07
                AMEN MY FRIEND, TRUST IS ALL YOU CAN DO AND YOU WILL SEE HOW IT WILL ALL WORK OUT FOR GOOD, AND YOU WILL BE FINE AGAIN, DR SISTI SEEMS TO ME TO BE A DOCTOR THAT IS REALLY DOWN TO EARTH AND THAT TELLS ... more
                • MRI/sinus areaLinda Jean, Wed Feb 22 22:08
                  Hi Everyone, The middle of January I had the 6 month MRI of the piece of the M the NS could not remove back 2007. FYI.. It grew a little from 6 months ago. I have had a bad sinus infection for... more
                  • Linda Jean- ask about mifepristoneAnne McGinnis Breen, Sun Feb 26 15:46
                    Dear Linda Jean, You know I am not a doctor or a nurse and so you know this is only a personal suggestion based on my own personal experiences with the drug. Please ask your doctors to read more and... more
                  • MRIs are lifesavingAnne McGinnis Breen, Sun Feb 26 14:58
                    Thanks for your note with your update Linda Jean, I agree with you 100% that Magnetic Resonance Imaging technology saves many lives and greatly relieves stress for us longterm bt survivors. I was... more
        • postJesse In Los Angeles, Thu Feb 16 23:16
          Anne you always have a way of saying things that are RIGHT ON!! That's what I love about our M green board!! We can vent,be our self and not be judged. Karen would have loved this post! I miss her!!... more
          • Jesse more about mifepristone Anne Breen, Fri Feb 17 07:19
            Dear Jesse, I think Mifepristone can help many people with meningiomas and/or cancer in general, helping both men and women to live longer and stronger lives. I can say that based on all the Pub Med... more
            • Re: Jesse more about mifepristone Jesse In Los Angeles, Fri Feb 17 22:12
              Thank You Anne!! You are so informative!!!
              • Medical Benefits of MifepristoneAnne McGinnis Breen, Sun Feb 19 09:36
                http://www.biomedcentral.com/1471-2407/11/207 This extensive lab report above shows the effectiveness of Mifepristone against 10 types of cancer cells, one of them was maliganant meningioma and some... more
      • Praying for youLinda Jean, Mon Feb 13 21:44
        Hi Christine, Greetings from Columbus, OH. I had the M removed (almost) in 2007. Every 6 months I get a MRI to monitor the growth of the piece left. Dependng on the growth, I will have to consider... more
        • Thank you Linda JeanChristine, Tue Feb 21 19:32
          Thanks Linda, I see you're in Columbus ? I travel there often enough for work, love shopping at Easton : ) I do agree communicating with those that understand and share the bond helps more than any... more
        • Thanks againChristine , Fri Feb 17 14:42
          Thank you all again I've read your messages and will be keeping in touch as the clock ticks towards my next surgery- trying to enjoy my time at home until then, have a great weekend : ) Christine
          • Christinesophia, Sun Feb 19 13:42
            All the best for your forthcoming surgery my thoughts & prayers will be with you. stay positive & you will come through this with flying colours. love Sophia x
            • SophiaChristine, Tue Feb 21 19:36
              Thank you so much for your thoughts and prayers it means so much. Christine
      • ChristineClovia in NYC, Mon Feb 13 18:40
        Oh Christine! I can't even BEGIN to imagine what you're going through worrying about being able to have children or not. Don't know WHAT my life would have been without my 3 boys, well they're men... more
        • CloviaChristine, Mon Feb 13 19:12
          Thank you for your message....my boyfriend and I have talked about freezing my eggs if it came to that, he has no children and our plans right now include the possibility to have a family, he's been... more
          • NY ChristineClovia in NYC, Mon Feb 13 19:18
            Your boyfriend sounds like a true "keeper". The love he's already shown you will carry you both through whatEVER the future holds for you. Where in NY are you? Gerda is here too. I've been blessed to ... more
            • Re: NY ChristineAnonymous, Mon Feb 13 19:38
              Clovia, Yes I think If I remember correctly I think Gerda has the same NS as me, Dr Sisti, at Columbian Presbyterian- he's been great. I live in Staten Island but I spend most of my time in the city... more
              • CHRISTINEGERDA, Tue Feb 14 03:03
                HI CHRISTIME I KNOW YOU WILL MAKE IT THROUGH ALL THIS, WE ARE SURVIVORS AND FIGHTERS, ESPECIALLY YOU WHO HAS ALRADY GONE THROUGH ENOUGH, SO LETS HOPE AND PRAY , THIS IS JUST A FALSE ALARM, ITS ALWAYS ... more
              • AhaClovia in NYC, Mon Feb 13 19:50
                I'm in Queens. We need to find a way to meet. Waaaaaaaaaay back when I was still working I was the "go to" gal. Folks didn't even want me to take vacations. Well I retired in 2005 and the joint is... more
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