Claudia
With less transparency, then
Sun Sep 17, 2017 09:32
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“I was hoping you would provide me with more details as to its specific nature,” Connor said, disappointingly. Claudia stifled a sigh as she continued to sip her drink. She had hoped he would reach conclusions all by himself but obviously she was going to have to put the work in here; that wasn't a particularly inspiring omen for the future, should this plan come to fruition.

Licking her lips, Claudia placed her cup carefully back down and wondered how best to phrase this delicately, so she didn't sound too forward. That wasn't at all proper, and she didn't think Connor would appreciate her being brazen. “I would not object,” she said slowly, “if you had a desire to progress our friendship to something more closely resembling a non-platonic arrangement.” It was still unsatisfyingly vague, and yet still more suggestive than she would have preferred. Finding the right balance between making her desires understood and not appearing presumptuous or demanding was practically impossible.

The term 'non-platonic arrangement' was not ideal, as it left too much open to interpretation. Claudia expected she would not necessarily be opposed to physical contact, but that was not an integral part of her suggestion, and there was no real way to convey this to Connor without being explicit. While Claudia’s self-confidence had progressed in leaps and bounds over the past year (during the last month in particular) she was still not comfortable in being forthright about things that were personal to her. Besides, it was the role of the male in a couple to propose any sort of relationship alterations; it was very progressive of Claudia to have said as much as she had. Worse than Connor rejecting her suggestion of exclusivity (which he might do - she had no reason to suspect he held any interest in her beyond friendship - and she had rationally accepted this as a potential outcome of the conversation, but she couldn't deny she would feel hurt by rejection) would be her forwardness repulsing him to an extent that their friendship became in jeopardy. Regardless of any reference to Marley whatsoever, Claudia highly valued Connor's friendship and would be immensely disappointed if she caused its collapse.

“I believe it is more proper to allow you to designate the more specific details,” she delivered some of his own words back to him.

  • It wasn't, particularly - Connor, Sat Sep 16 18:04
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    • With less transparency, then - Claudia, Sun Sep 17 09:32
      • Much more helpful, thank you - Connor, Tue Sep 19 11:51
        Connor had no idea what to expect from Claudia until she said the word ‘non-platonic’ and that was when his brain shut down. He sipped his hot chocolate as she suggested that it was probably more his ... more
        • Perhaps you could repay in kind - Claudia, Tue Sep 19 14:38
          She waited with very well - if she said so herself - concealed apprehension for Connor to formulate his reply. By wrapping her hands around her mug she was able to distract herself from inflicting... more
          • If I must - Connor, Wed Sep 20 10:23
            Connor made a face when Claudia pointed out that they were hardly going to elope. Of course they weren’t; that didn’t make his concerns about how reasonable this suggestion was invalid. He still... more
            • Mission accomplished - Claudia, Fri Sep 22 15:07
              Claudia took comfort in not being the only person at the table who was currently afflicted by reddened cheeks. She was loathe to cause Connor discomfort, but if she was suffering then it was somehow... more
              • That wasn't too painful - Connor, Sun Oct 1 13:01
                “It would make the most sense to set up a regular meeting,” Connor said, straightening his shirt nervously. It did sound pleasant, but it also felt weirdly...high stakes to him. Which was ridiculous, ... more
                • No pain, no gain - Claudia, Tue Oct 3 15:25
                  “I concur,” Claudia smiled, self-satisfied that she had correctly predicted Connor’s reaction. “I hope you don’t think me too bold to suggest Sunday afternoons on Pearl Street.” It was a time when... more
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