Holland
Then you might be disappointed
Wed Apr 11, 2018 06:00
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Danny hadn’t known, based on his rapid pivot from concern to shock to outrage. Even last year when they had argued and yelled at each other, Holland didn’t think they had ever seen him this mad, but then again, Holland didn’t think they had ever been this angry before either. Then Danny seemed to refocus on comforting them, and Holland was reminded again of flirting in his family’s library, and how quickly he had switched from pureblood heir Dardanius Dubois to just Danny.

You’re shaking.” Holland already knew that, and they felt too angry and unnerved and sick to reassure Danny that they were fine, so they just shrugged. This happened sometimes when they were this upset; the shaking would stop when they calmed down, and until then there wasn’t much to do about it.

Holland didn’t resist as Danny led them from the common room to one of the practice rooms. As the door shut and the soundproofing spells activated, Holland started to feel more like themself, relaxing into the knowledge that they were in a secure location with one of the people they trusted most. Danny was still holding their hand, and Holland took his other hand, further grounding themself with the second point of contact. They took a few deep breaths. That was better. Their voice sounded almost normal this time as they answered Danny’s question.

“It wasn’t the spell she used on you,” they said, certain that that was the first conclusion Danny had jumped to. Having no knowledge of what, precisely, the hex Claudia had placed on Danny was designed to do, Holland couldn’t say for certain which they would have preferred, but they were inclined to think there were few worse mental experiences than what they had just endured. “At least I don’t think it was. It made me experience what she was thinking and feeling. For a couple seconds I believed the things she does, about us dating… and about me, specifically.” Holland’s tone implied that none of those beliefs were positive—an implication they proceeded to make clear by describing Danny’s sister’s beliefs, alternating between hesitant eye contact and looking down at their clasped hands. They needed him to understand: even if it hadn’t lasted long, Claudia had made Holland disgusted with the things that were central to their sense of self. They weren’t overreacting.

  • There is no good answer - Dardanius, Tue Apr 10 16:02
    “Claudia hexed me.” At once Danny experienced symptoms similar to how he’d expect to feel if a bucket of ice water had been emptied over his head. He was shocked, his senses numbed beyond an icy fury ... more
    • Then you might be disappointed - Holland, Wed Apr 11 06:00
      • That much is apparent - Danny, Wed Apr 11 09:39
        Danny wasn’t sure if it was better or worse that Claudia had used a different spell. The hex she’d cast on Danny had been so destructive to his emotional state, he’d be alarmed if she ever used it... more
        • There must be a silver lining - Holland, Thu Apr 12 05:16
          Both Danny and Emmett had grown taller than Holland over the last two years. They didn’t think heels high enough to make them taller than Emmett existed, but they were close enough in height to Danny ... more
          • Every cloud has one - Danny, Thu Apr 12 15:13
            Danny had interpreted Holland taking his other hand as a sign they would be comfortable with more intimate contact, which they confirmed as they leaned into his embrace. Both Lyras had understood... more
            • At least, that’s what I’ve heard - Holland, Fri Apr 13 15:15
              “A lot better now,” Holland said, still not quite able to match Danny’s genuine smile, but making an effort. They felt a rush of affection that surpassed their usual feelings for Danny. It wasn’t... more
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